FRUSTRATED. I wanted to put this in my written diary but I don't even have the energy to write. I'm trying so hard to go back to normal and it's so hard and unfair. Making it through the schoolday is hard. Focusing is nearly impossible. I can't keep my grades nearly as high as last quarter I'll be lucky if I crack 90 with my lack of ability to focus due to discomfort. I'm just so frustrated because I want to just go back to normal. I don't want to be tired all the time. I don't want to have to sit down sometimes. I don't want to be unable to focus in school. It isn't fair. I want my life back.