i'm alive.

maybe i'm just worrying for nothing;
maybe things will unfold themselves and be fine.
maybe if i pray and hope enough everything will go smoothly.
maybe i've just gotta have faith.
everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay it's not the end.

my legs absolutely ache and i have no idea why.
i just realized how happy i am to have an AC in my room.
i'm going to have a nice, cool sleep tonight :]

i'm glad we worked things out. i really hope things stay this way.
i can't afford to ever lose you.
i don't want to ever lose you.
i hope you never give up on me.